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Dear Little Man

31 Aug

Dear Little Man

One day I’ll set you free, you have my word on that. I’m sorry you feel held back…. I never wanted this.

You see, its not that I don’t trust you because honestly I do. It’s them I don’t trust, those in this world can be so crawl, more than I hope you will ever need to know!

I know you feel it’s so not fair when the boy next door you’re age goes everywhere. You think its because you have Asperger’s that I worry and say I’m holding you back,! Maybe you’re right, but only a bit… I just don’t think it’s safe out there.

Your just 11 years old, still so young, so much to learn. I am your mother and it’s my job to keep you safe from others.

You go to the park the local shops too, but to have you go far would be a worry to myself and others.

I hope that one day you’ll see that everything I do, I do it for you, not me!

As the days tick away and the years grow closer, your Independence and awareness will be much much stronger.

Little man… its difficult for me… I just love you and want to keep you safely near me.

So… please dry your tears, because with time you will see, that all that I do is simply because I care so much for you.

Love mum

A Angel by my side

24 Jan

Dear Nanny Peg
It’s been 9 long years since god took you away and I miss you like you wouldn’t believe.
Things down here are ok. Alice is going to have a birthday. And little G is being little G. I still find it a great sadness that you never got to meet them. As you know I found out I was pregnant with Giovanni a few days after you had passed on:(
I was so happy yet sad I could not share my wonderful news with you. Did you send him to me? I think maybe you did you were a person that always sent amazing gifts’ and that’s so what he is. An increadable gifted child.
Hearing he had Aspergers I didn’t no what life would bring. But now I do. Along with his little sister Alice they bring great joy to my life. I could never ask for more then this.
When G does something that I find hard to understand and I’m at my witts end I sit and think what would nanny Peg tell me to do? 9 out of 10 it works Thats why I believe you are a Angel looking over us and guiding us though this sometimes difficult life. I love and miss you so much but knowing you are a Angel shining your light on my children a light that shows them the way makes me smile a smile as well as cry a tear.
I love you nanny Peg
love Claire.xxxxx

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